some impact on him but i don't think honestly we'll ever know the answer to the question. i think it is a very important question to bring up because as with the opioid crisis, benzodiazapenes may be the next thing we deal with. >> you can come to school with jet and me. >> this is my father now. he's clearly in a much better place, and thankfully, doesn't recall much of what happened. so, daddy, do you remember when the paramedics came? i think they came like three or four times? >> i remember riding in the ambulance and i thought it was a -- they were taking me to the morgue. that is about all i remember. >> honestly, dad, we really thought you -- we planned funerals for you a couple times. >> yes. >> because your body was so out of control and no one could explain what was going on with you. >> maybe it's good that i don't remember any of that.