victims and why? reporting what actually happened didn't scare enough people. much like body spray, the hysteria has long wore off. all that is left is the stench. so what is left for cnn besides to catch a predator reboot? >> they got the stores. >> they have to create a distraction. look at this guy wearing a viking hat part of insurrection and no one charged insurrection for. he is so scary, he needed a halloween costume. but the journals were the real victims here. >> sometimes i'm fine, sometimes i want to sob for hours. sometimes i just want to sleep. so that sounds to me like trauma, like ptsd. do you feel like you still experience that? >> i do think so to a certain extent. >> is that for you as well? >> i've had experience in my life with a bad car accident