the rounds, that, you know, if you can't get a white house meeting without the statement, what makes you think you're going to get t a $400 million check? again, that was my presumption. >> but you had no evidence to prove that, correct? >> that's correct. >> you stated that you haven't been able to access your records; is that correct? >> not all of them, and there are lots of notes, records, readouts of calls, can't get to 'em. >> but you've also stated that you don't take notes, right? >> i don't take notes, but there are a lot of others out there. >> and you freely admit that -- you know, when asked in your deposition, we a put together a list of all the times you said you don't like, it's like two pages long. >> is that all?