forward and that that wasn't something that he needed to do, that he had a son and his son needed him and me and that he couldn't leave us. >> eventually it all came to that anyway. first, val and rusty divorced. and then in november 2011, three and a half years after the night susie was murdered -- >> i got a phone call in the middle of the night. it was really impossible to believe that. >> rusty, her brother, 32 years old, died by suicide. >> we've already lost susie. this can't be happening, too, you know. so it was really hard for my brain to wrap around that. >> so jack and marlene went to the little cemetery in circle to lay another child to rest. >> it crushed them, and then to lose their two youngest, it just seemed like they aged 15 years.