>> i just remember feeling, like, i said what do you mean, shot to death? when i could finally get something out. and he said, well, he was shot three times. i was like, shot? what do you mean shot three times? and that -- that was -- i couldn't function. i couldn't really hear, after that. >> were you there, rachel, during that? >> i walked in. and then, my dad said that somebody -- somebody shot nickel baby. and i remember, i just went right outside, and i sat in snow. i just buried my head into my hands, and i started to cry. and then, he tapped me on the shoulder, and told me, haile's gone, too. >> that's your brother and your best friend. do you remember what was racing through your head, rachel? >> basically, why? i guess, we all just couldn't believe it