were several places that for whatever reason weren't except in him, so he kept going to one volunteer station to the next until he was able to find one that will accept him, he got his weapons and now he is out with another colleague, another person of my, another andré and he found a unit, both of these people taught me russian out one point or another so it's just -- i wrote that tweets we could bring home the human element to what is going on here, these are people who are going to risk their lives over putin's war. putin's ridiculous war for absolutely nothing, and russian troops have come here to die for absolutely nothing. it's very tragic case and all the kremlin doesn't care about human life. >> tell me what's the last 12 hours have been overnight, terrell, what were you hearing and seeing as you try it of course to get some rest? >> yeah, so, constantly i have