To do this, and so i looked closer toward families and friends and i found out there is still something in the german people which makes me fear them. fear, your own country and your own people? yes, i would say so. well, i want to pick up on that because that is a pretty remarkable thing to feel and to say, but before i get to your thoughts on the country, on germany, i do want to stay with the personal, because it seems to me in that period you are talking about, after the end of the war and for decades afterwards, many families of senior top nazis still felt a sort of residual, vistigual loyalty to their kin, to their blood. ....