You find, like many people in public life, he was that they are talking about? no, it's really weird, i don't recognise myself at all. my family don't and my friends don't recognise it. it's bizarre, i am a gemini so i sometimes think i have this split personality that the public facing one that people see and the one that all my mates and my family see. so it is, it is a bit of an odd one, yeah. what's the difference between what people see in private and what we see in public? i don't really know. i am a politician now, 17 years i'm a politician and so i don't think from the day i became a p...