guilt to the court, mcveigh claims that ending up on death row is exactly how he planned it. >> death is not a penalty, it's an escape. i recognized that well before i was driving away from oklahoma city without a license plate. i in fact maybe in a sense am a groundbreaker in a new suicide by cop. >> if you're going to commit suicide, fine, go ahead, put a gun to your head, jump in a lake, but to take all these people with you, that it makes a point? that it illustrates something? for me it's the height of vanity and selfishness. it's beyond words. >> the reason i'm different and call myself make a groundbreaker is that i knew a lot of this before it happened. i knew my objective was state-assisted suicide, and when