fight that in my mind was just tell them the truth about exactly what happened. >> his testimony could send his mother to prison for years. >> i could lose my whole entire life. my biggest fear is not getting out until my kids are grown and my grandchildren are grown. i'm very upset, but i love my son. and i mean he's blood. he's family no matter what. and i love him to death. but, you know, i really feel sad that he would do something like that. >> with her trial potentially months away, dimauro says she copes with her indefinite time in confinement by sleeping some 16 hours a day. >> i like to sleep if i can. because it takes away all the pain. i don't want to feel anything right now because if i did, i'd break apart and i can't allow that to happen for my kid. it's better to sleep it through than to sit here and think and think and think. it's not fun. it's not fun.