and it's heartbreaking. so i tried everything in my power to leave this country, going gate to gate, walking gate to gate, show them my passport, screaming to the people who were controlling the gate. i cannot leave this country since august 16. i tried everything to leave. i don't know what went wrong. and why i couldn't leave. but i just want to record this for my family and my friends so they know what's going on. i have young kids and i have women, i have guys who are been waiting for so long, since 2017, 2018. they have been waiting.