youngest daughter. i tied her hands and feet and put pillowcases over the occupants heads so that they couldn t see us. then i went into kk s room and sat down and we were talking about school and summer plans. did she tell you kk was her name or did you make that up? no, that is how her mother referred to her as. i met josh when i was 13. josh s parents started attending the church that we went to. the evangelical bible church. and we dated.
of the activity that he was involved with in terms of sexually abusing her, and part of that occurred while steven was out on the gas run. because we know that, because of josh s photographs that he took on the cell phone, before the bank. the first set of photographs showed mikayla and leg shots and genital area shot, but they were clothed. the last shots at the bank were much more graphic, and really awful, awful, awful photographs and the kinds of things that you never forget. because they become emblazoned in your mind. it shows the level of depravity of joshua komisarjevsky. joshua was committed against the wishes of his parents,
did she tell you kk was her name or did you make that up? no, that is how her mother referred to her as. i met josh when i was 13. josh s parents started attending the church that we went to. the evangelical bible church. and we dated. we were in a relationship for about two years. we started dating when i was 14 or 15, and then our relationship was ended by the church. throughout the whole course of our relationship, we were trying not to have sex. that was the goal. it felt deeply, deeply sinful.
sexual abuse that had happened to him, but there wasn t even a way for him to tell me without weeping. josh had terrible anxiety attacks. his home was not ever safe for him. the safe place was being away and hiding in the woods. he was trespassing and sneaking around spying on people long before it was a criminal offense. i think that he envied people, and he would daydream about being them. they find beer in the refrigerator and drink throughout the night. steven finds jars of quarters
and i want to say that it s really tough for me to say, because one of those people is my brother. who is steve? he s manipulating, he s deceptive. and that s my brother. monday, when i saw it on the news, all i heard was that there was the home invasion and what not. and it seemed like something steve would do. but he never smashing of the police cars and the breaking and entering and stuff like that. but the killing, the raping and the burning? that could have been josh. i don t know who was the mastermind. well, obviously, neither one of them, because they got caught. and they did something well, being a mastermind doesn t mean you don t get caught. honestly, you know, it is. it s it is the equivalent of the perfect storm. dear caroline, good evening, sweetheart. when i wake every morning, the sun is just starting to rise.