it's dark. you know, people are screaming and yelling, and, you know, we just got on the life boat, and, i mean, it was even worse. that was probably the worst part of it being on the life boat. >> why? >> because it was -- it's almost like you're waiting to die and there's people screaming, you know, put it in the water, let's go, and it's filling up with smoke and can you feel the heat from the fire. in fact, one of the guys that was on the life boat, he actually, he panic the so much and he got up out of the life boat and then jumped overboard because it did seem like it took forever. >> when you're sitting on that boat, what did you think and what's gone through your mind? >> i was fixing to get back off. everybody is sitting there screaming the derrick is going to fall on us. the derrick is going to fall on us and they said they couldn't get the motor cranked. hi my seat belt and everything on in there already.