and then coming home and listening to my girlfriend's problems and her day would take me out of what i was doing. and it's like you don't talk much when you're doing something like that afterward. you're not in -- you know, it's almost tantamount to being a fighter or a boxer who's in the ring. he doesn't fight much afterward. he doesn't go out and get into a brawl in a bar. usually, it's because it's -- it's what we do. and doing "scarface" every day for 12, 14 hours a day, kind of -- i want to hear other people's issues and their problems. "scarface" was written by oliver stone. and directed by brian depalma. but oliver stone wrote that text. so when you say, say hello to my little friend. i think of oliver. >> when you see your films, are you very self-critical?