bullets went over my head and dug a trench behind me. so surprise had turned into fear. and then my fear turned into anger. anger that the world had let japan build up a big war machine, and also angry at our own political and military leaders for letting us get caught like that. so those were the reactions. they were triggered by the fact that i lived just a few hundred yards from here. my battleship had been my home for years. it took nine torpedos. it then began taking on water and it sank and was on fire above the waterline. so i was really aggrieved to see my home of ten years sinking and on fire. >> you had a lot of friends who were badly injured. i am told you took a notebook and you offered to do something for them and their families