in our country, we go back, i'm going to iceland, let's see where did anthony go, where did he go? i went to -- i was in columbia, i went and ate in this market in cartagena. i would have never gone unless it was for him doing it before and showing us the way. >> so true. even my sister told me that's what she looked up, she was going to a new city, and finding places she was going to eat, that small influence is so huge. michael, you appears with him on the show a few times. how are you feeling right now? >> pretty gutted, actually. devastated, confused, and really, really sad. the world seems different. he was a freak of nature, a force of nature, unexplainable and we were lucky to have him. and i am devastated that he's gone. you know -- let me say this one thing. mark talked about, they looked