separate from it in the sense you can't be too emotionally or personally involved and you have to dole with it as a professional kind of thing. we have had another serious incident a few years ago, you probably remember the five children, that was a lot more emotional because children were involved. so we are going to meet after this and probably next week sometime and sort of debrief everything and go over it again and what can we learn from it and what we did and improvements to be made, those kind of things. >> you talked about it being -- talked about it being -- prepared to seeing the worst. >> this is what we train for. this is what we train for. i mean, this is why we chose to go into these professions, baugh when it's actually happening and the scale that it's happening, it becomes surreal. you have to just focus, compartmentalize and tend to