or mohsen that certainly wasn't my intention. and so close now to haiti and i did not part on bad terms. we had a good relationship right up to the end. we no longer have contact with each other but that there is no ill will between us. so because it is in the paper you said you joined the party because of the us against them concept. but it was your point did you decide to quit because i'm not kid ourselves. that some of what had us healing only lasts as long as you agree with everything the party does. but if you start criticizing pie. policies then you become a target. suddenly party members see you as part of the establishment a member of the opposition a collaborator. you experience hostility and even hatred.