from brock go felt hemmed in in the g.d.r. she wanted to travel in 1902 she married a peruvian and moved with him to south america. she later moved to west berlin but she still couldn't shake off the past. but mute the truth but it was only when everything came to a head that i said to myself i understand it cannot be good for your life to run around with this bitterness inside you someone recommended a psychologist he was a few ition whose parents also tried to oppose the nazis but how i told her how i felt and she said listen it's completely normal for you to be angry and feel abandoned as a child you couldn't feel any differently if you knew nothing about it unless i'm focused and that was the. the loss of our food when her father's father also left deep in his family of problems but what i was the one who had a problem with my mother and i couldn't deal with her. i was always