sure. but we've been very fortunate. >> sean: walk us through your day on 9/11 as it is happening, what you're thinking, how you deal with it. tell us about that day? >> you go to work like it was any other day. lovely, sunny day in washington, d.c.. i had break fast with eight or 10 members of the united states house of representatives. i was deeply concerned about the defense budget. after every major conflict we've had in this country we breathed a sigh of relief and relaxed and cut the defense budget, we cut the intelligence budget and then we pay a penalty later. we did it after world war ii, after korea, after vietnam and after the cold war for a decade we did that. when president george w. bush and arrived back in office, we needed to increase it. i was sitting there talking to them and said literally