survived, and that's really helped in my recovery. buttoned that, the advocacy i have been with mayors for illegal guns, fighting for gun violence prevention, has been therapeutic. >> you still have shrapnel in your body because the wounds are too deep for them to come out. >> that's right. yeah. i have eight pieces in buckshot that will remain for the rest of my life. >> as you look back on the fateful day, what runs through your mind knowing that this is a situation that didn't have to happen; that you had a situation where people were just going to a movie on a wonderful summer night and they were looking forward to a great time, and yet violence can happen anywhere. >> and it was absolutely shocking to me. i at any time think about it all. it was too much before this experience, and suddenly i was kind of confronted with this