>> i will not lie, because i think about getting high, and it is always in the back of my head, but that is it, i can't get high ever again. i am 29 and still a little bit young, but i have been around a lot compared to system of the kids in here that are still young, and they think about it, and everybody thinks about it, this is it, i can't get high one more time, but there is never one more time when it comes to heroin. one more time, and you know how many times i said that? and it leads to the next day and the next day and more and more and more and never one more time when it comes to that. >> coming up -- >> i am 6'3", and my feet hit this thing when i am trying to sleep. you wake up every time you try to turn and it is freezing. >> aaron sofield struggles to fit in the drug rehabilitation center. >> and going opposite of the american -- >> and alyssa sloshberg returns to her religious roots. >> i did not lie to you. >> yes, she did, in a nutshell.