life fulfilled and that is somebody who said, in my mind anyway, did i something that's really great and whatever my next chapter is it's -- it's gonna be to embrace some privacy, you know. when you haven't had it for 30 years, i'm sure he's yearning to just grill in his yard spend time with his kid. >> i think you're right. >> i think the heart attack is another wake-up call in the series of things. i think it was like i really want to go out with some love in my heart. >> lizz can i see him in that varsity jacket and sneakers and going out and show up at corner store once in a while and that's his public and that's enough. >> that's right. >> thanks so much for that charming insight. i'm not always sarcastic, by the way. i meant that. up next, another big story out there today about hillary clinton. the "new york times" reports the republicans investigating benghazi want to know why old friend sid blumenthal was sending memos from the country while she was secretary of state. i'm not sure what the story is about. we'll find out what it is about.