no. >> reporter: you didn't have it in your room. >> i do now. >> reporter: do you really? >> sure. she's everywhere in my life still. >> reporter: his almost every word, even his attempts at banter, still laced with grief at the loss of his romantic companion of 30 years to cancer. she had such an impact on people with what she did at the end of her life. >> yeah. yeah. the end of her life. that was hard. >> reporter: still hard for you to talk about. how are you doing? >> how am i? >> reporter: how are you? >> i'm okay. i'm lonely. what year is that? >> reporter: doesn't say what year. must have been 1976. >> something like that. >> reporter: yeah, i think so. and then a farrah doll. you have one of those. >> i have my own farrah doll. the wig is always coming off. >> reporter: all of it will be part of the american pop culture collection, which includes dorothy's ruby red slippers and