it was what it was. that cannot be changed. so fantastical as it seems, nothing can change that. i not only made the biggest mistake in my life by murdering ricky and naomi, i did something that was literally evil. honestly. you can't change the horror of that, no matter what one says or does. it's plotted upon my life. it's blotted upon the sub conscious of many people. whoever witnessed an interview such as this, they will always remember the murders, not the man. they will not remember the victims. they will remember the act. and i find it appalling.