i'm not going to be able to receive a christian burial. i was going to mass every single day. i worked for a parish. my whole life was the roman catholic church. so to think about giving that up, essentially, i couldn't even really imagine it. but once i recognised that this was the next step, the excommunication was just part of the journey. it's undeniable that i have a vocation to be a roman catholic priest, so by using the term "vatican reject", i'm drawing attention to the fact that it is the vatican that is rejecting me. hi. this is father anne calling you. ijust wanted to confirm security at the cathedral tomorrow. just in case, i have hired a security guard for tomorrow's ordination. it is just a tense issue