his actions have had a profound and everlasting effect on the families of the victims. i don't know why he did what he did, and i'll never be able to ask him why. aaron is now in a place where you can no longer do harm to anyone, and for that, i am glad. to the families of the victims, i am so so very sorry that this has happened. my heart is broken. >> deborah feyerick was present for that mother's statement and joins us from new york. you could obviously hear the emotion in her voice, deb. tell us about what you saw, what the feeling was in that room. >> well, i can tell you, michael, that i was the pool reporter inside the home for that statement that she read. she refused to take any sort of questions. she seemed drained by the whole experience. she's a slender woman. she was wearing a black sweater, black pants. she was supported on each side of her by two community bishops. at one time, it almost seemed as