also themselves have power to be influential in ways that people of color simply cannot. but the thing that isn't changing is the behavior patterns of the people who are in charge, and who the people are who happened to be in charge. so that's what has to change, what gets to be frustrating for somebody like me is the when the stories come up my phone blows up never been want to talk about it and people ask me what the solution is as though i somehow created the problem or, as if i knew the solution i would not have long ago implemented it. if i was sitting here with a cure for cancer is what are we doing i was just waiting on some but it asked me. i would've gone ahead and done something about it when it comes up, nobody asks white people what needs to change, even though they are in much greater proximity to the potential to actually make something change. >> i had to ask about it but i don't see where it's controversial, understand exactly what you are saying. so you know -- there was no apology there, you were just clarifying right? >> yeah, also the idea that