>> just to confirm you are going top dropping the family off to safety and going back to kyiv. to fight? >> well, what else is there to do. a do or die situation for ukraine. uncertain terms this is whether the ukrainian people will survive. the name of the game at this point. >> i just see you in this analyst role and now i'm hearing you are dropping the family off fearing for their safety and about to go back. and defend your country. let's talk about the analysis side of things. i read where you pointed out that people here in ukraine they are used to war over the last eight years. we know that. most aren't used to it on their doorstep. and you are a living example.