34 ptsd, 15% recent thoughts of suicide or self harm. as we confront another wave is can health care survive what's about to come given what everyone has done for the last two years? >> so that is one of my biggest worries on a daily basis. i have new friends from across the country, texting, dming me that they've had enough and ready to leave. the moral injury, the demoralization of our health care colleagues is almost undescribable. i can't explain what it's like to walk into an emergency department, have 60 patients waiting, know that some of them are quite sick but there's inadequate staff and inadequate beds to be able to take care of them appropriately. what it's like to take care of covid patients who are yelling at you that they're not actually infected and what it's like to have your own community attack you for asking for masks or