had. >> that inner voice that we so often push down because the world is loud. >> and i wasn't distracted myself. often times when silence goes, you pick up your phones or whatever your addiction is. some people smoke, drink something, eat something, whatever. for me, i think that's probably the first time in my adult life i actually thought of, like, legacy and what is it that i want to do, and how can i help, blah blah blah instead of, like, let me get this money and this house and a private plane. >> transformation. >> but you're as famous or more famous now. you probably have more money now. and still purpose. that's the thing. the thing is that i'm not one of those -- we're often taught to think small and money's the root of all evil. i'm not one of those people at all. however, i do think that the moment that you do go inside and sort of open yourself, all those things come.