>> he would start thinking about all the things that he was grateful for. children and his grandchildren, all the other blessings. and that got him through those thoughts of suicide. >> and he ultimately made it through that night, deep in insomnia, deeply depressed. and he saw the rising sun out here in montana. and he thought to himself, i want to live and i want to make the world a better place for them. >> coming up, ted's nine lives. >> hi. >> it was kind of a blessing in disguise. [ tires screech ] ♪ [ male announcer ] 1.21 gigawatts. today, that's easy. ge is revolutionizing power. supercharging turbines with advanced hardware and innovative software. using data predictively to help power entire cities. so the turbines of today... will power us all...