[ bleep ] gone or somebody else, you want to show what a bad ass you are, this is where i'm at. i ain't no bad ass, but i ain't scare of [ bleep ] any of y'all. ♪ >> as the parent of four children and being involved in children's issues since 1981, i can't look at carlos lester's videos and not be concerned and disturbed. this is not the guy that lilly baumann should be hanging around with. this is not the guy that megan ever should say, this is my new boyfriend, there by, he is the step daddy of lilly. >> i fear for my daughter's life every single minute she stayed in the house. ♪ >> he was looking for somebody he could mold, he could train, he could indoctrinate into his belief system. >> it was just like nonstop, nonstop learning the confederacy. aw. aw. ♪ thirsty? they said it would make me cool.