occasionally trouble sleeping. >> few studies are made on how many people are harmed by benzos. but the manufacturers of klonopin state that one out of 500 patients may have suicidal thought os thoughts or actions. >> what kinds of things were you going through when the symptoms were the worst? >> there's not a day that goes by that i don't have a suicidal thought. but i tried to fight it. >> i would just think i have to walk out in traffic and just -- i just need to kill myself. >> as they continue to share, something else emerges. trying to get off the drug can be another kind of nightmare. >> i felt so alone, and isolated. >> this feeling of absolute terror. >> you lose all your friends. >> i want to kill myself. >> drugged. >> damaged. >> suicide. >> suicide. >> it was like a water fall of symptoms. >> i was vibrating on the inside. i couldn't walk because it felt