so i am looking forward to that. i'm scared, because it is an act of faith. you know, faith is an act of trust. it is something that you do not know for sure. you don't have any proof of, so it requires faith, but i hope that iwh am able to have faith when i am dying and take that step into eternity with joy. >> tucker: why do you think that death is so often accompanied by suffering? >> well, because the human body when it begins to fall apart suffers. certainly i am suffering more than i was when i was 55 ator te age of 76.he >> tucker: i don't i want to know the details. as someone in his 50s. >> you will find out yourself in your own way. so i think that the diminishment is a part of living this life. and having said that, i can't imagine going out of existence. i know that i have not existed always, because i haven't. but i can't imagine going out of existence. when i die, that's all there is. there's too much more of me than just to the biological functions of this body. >> tucker: we also see an amazing unexpected interview