does it hit you? >> joy, it is heartbreaking. i don't want to see anyone lose their life, especially to something that's preventable at this point. look, when i lost my father back on april 13th, 2020, we weren't here. we didn't have these vaccines available to the public. there was so much we still didn't know about coronavirus and my father still does not have to be another person's story. this not only breaks my heart but it puts a fire in my belly to shame on politicians and public officials who are knowingly leading people astray, leading people to death. let's just make it really frank. it is time for those of us who know better, who can understand that science and translate it with common sense and plain spokenness, and we speak loudly and speak clearly. >> amara, i know you suffered through covid, you talked about it on msnbc. you have been through it. i think we all know people who are anti-vaxxers and who are insistent and they have self-declared themselves experts. i know people who because they