Conversation she had with her brother and phone calls in jail are often monitored. what i said was very inappropriate. just put it that way. had to do with the baby? it had to do with my baby, but my brother said something about drop kicking my kids, little [ bleep ] gremlins and we laughed about it. when i said what i said, we laughed about it. we went back and forth. if you take just my side, it sounds [ bleep ] horrible. but when you put it in the context and you actually hear the voices and hear what we re talking about, you can hear we re just being [ bleep ] heads. shuck says she had to hold in her emotions to remain strong in jail. but she recalls her final moment with nevaeh. when they put me in the holding cell and explained to me what was going on, i said, can you just please, please let me say good-bye to her one last time. i just want to hold her. and?
Ridiculous. she said do i have to do this? we said yes, we already know you have to do this. it s a matter of are you going to do this, are we asking you or telling you? i said i would like to ask you. i said, [ bleep ] whatever, i kicked my shoes off and got in the [ bleep ] dress. then the questions started rolling about the commissary and the shower and how embarrassing it is. and she doesn t want to walk anywhere and where am i going to be housed, who am i going to be with? do i get to watch tv? just nonstop questions. so you don t know where your daughter is right now? i m not allowed to know. when she s in foster care, i m not allowed to know. but i did see cesar in mental health. i stopped and said can i say something? she said, no, you can t. i said, don t worry, my mom s going to get the baby. and i walked he looks pissed at me, though. he looks pissed. cesar figueroa is shuck s boyfriend and nevaeh s father. he had a brief encounter with shuck right after she was returned to riverhead. she s like, they took your
Through, i love her to death. same thing with my aunt. they have always been there. i don t think i could ever take back all the damage i have done to them. i don t think they expect me to take it back. i think that they just want me to fix my life going forward. that that would do more for them than taking it back or saying i m sorry could ever do. while fisher says he regrets the pain he has caused his aunt and mother, sabrina shuck is now once again on the other side of the parent equation. four days earlier, she gave birth to a baby girl in a hospital in riverhead. nevaeh breeze. heaven spells backwards. so heaven breeze. now shuck and nevaeh are driven to the yap hank jail where they will be the first occupants of the newly built nursery. i have anxiety, a lot of anxiety. getting used to this place is definitely going to be hard, very hard. being alone here, not having that support from the other women.
That is one of the toughest things i m going to have to get used to. you know, at least i have her. i m going to tell you right now, it s a baby girl. congratulations. baby girl. back at the riverhead jail, cesar figueroa is not only nevaeh s father, he s sabrina shuck s boyfriend and co-defendant. they both face charges including second degree murder. related to a christmas morning hold up. if found guilty, they could receive sentences of up to 25 years to life. she was 7 pounds, 12 ounces. her mom said she looks exactly like me. i don t know, i m waiting for the pictures. i m waiting for the pictures. figueroa says all he cares about now is meeting his daughter, but it s not a given he will be able to do so. we re not mandated to let him see the child. he s looking to get an in-house visit where the two of them get together. and he ll be able to see the baby for the first time. he s written me a couple letters
prior to her arrest, shuck s other four children were also removed from her custody, and are now being raised by her mother. later, back in her housing unit, shuck acknowledges having some problems with nevaeh. when she had her rough days, i did struggle because i couldn t put her down for a second, so i didn t shower. i didn t eat. i wasn t able to do anything that i needed to do. and i could understand if i took myself out of the picture how bad it looks. i had those moments where i just wanted to take the stroller and roll her out to the nurse s station and be like, please, you know, just please make her stop crying. you know? but i just feel like they came in because they were concerned about physical abuse. but there is no evidence. but authorities say there was evidence. shuck recalls a phone
it had to do with my baby, but my brother said something about drop kicking my kids, little [ bleep ] gremlins and we laughed about it. when i said what i said, we laughed about it. we went back and forth. if you take just my side, it sounds [ bleep ] horrible. but when you put it in the context and you actually hear the voices and hear what we re talking about, you can hear we re just being [ bleep ] heads. shuck says she had to hold in her emotions to remain strong in jail. but she recalls her final moment with nevaeh. when they put me in the holding cell and explained to me what was going on, i said, can you just please, please let me say good-bye to her one last time. i just want to hold her. and?
Are now being raised by her mother. later, back in her housing unit, shuck acknowledges having some problems with nevaeh. when she had her rough days, i did struggle because i couldn t put her down for a second, so i didn t shower. i didn t eat. i wasn t able to do anything that i needed to do. and i could understand if i took myself out of the picture how bad it looks. i had those moments where i just wanted to take the stroller and roll her out to the nurse s station and be like, please, you know, just please make her stop crying. you know? but i just feel like they came in because they were concerned about physical abuse. but there is no evidence. but authorities say there was evidence. shuck recalls a phone conversation she had with her brother and phone calls in jail are often monitored. what i said was very inappropriate. just put it that way. had to do with the baby?
The [ bleep ] dress. then the questions started rolling about the commissary and the shower and how embarrassing it is. and she doesn t want to walk anywhere and where am i going to be housed, who am i going to be with? do i get to watch tv? just nonstop questions. . so you don t know where your daughter is right now? i m not allowed to know. when she s in foster care, i m not allowed to know. but i did see cesar in mental health. i stopped and said can i say something? she said, no, you can t. i said, don t worry, my mom s going to get the baby. and i walked he looks pissed at me, though. he looks pissed. cesar figueroa is shuck s boyfriend and nevaeh s father. he had a brief encounter with shuck right after she was returned to riverhead. she s like, they took your daughter. she started crying. i m like, for what? she didn t want to say. she didn t say. she don t know why.
That that would do more for them than taking it back or saying i m sorry could ever do. while fisher says he regrets the pain he has caused his aunt and mother, sabrina shuck is now once again on the other side of the parent equation. four days earlier, she gave birth to a baby girl in a hospital in river head. nevaeh breeze. heaven spells backwards. so heaven breeze. now shuck and nevaeh are driven to the jail where they will be the first occupants of the newly built nursery. i have anxiety, a lot of anxiety. getting used to this place is definitely going to be hard, very hard. being alone here, not having that support from the other women. that is one of the toughest things i m going to have to get used to. you know, at least i have her. i m going to tell you right now, it s a baby girl. congratulations. baby girl.
To fix my life going forward. that that would do more for them than taking it back or saying i m sorry could ever do. while fisher says he regrets the pain he has caused his aunt and mother, sabrina shuck is now once again on the other side of the parent equation. four days earlier, she gave birth to a baby girl in a hospital in river head. nevaeh breeze. heaven spells backwards. so heaven breeze. now shuck and nevaeh are driven to the jail where they will be the first occupants of the newly built nursery. i have anxiety, a lot of anxiety. getting used to this place is definitely going to be hard, very hard. being alone here, not having that support from the other women. that is one of the toughest things i m going to have to get used to. you know, at least i have her. i m going to tell you right now, it s a baby girl. congratulations. baby girl.