MSNBC Deadline White House June 4, 2024 21:27:00
Beacon, but there have to be days -- you talked about there are no flashbacks because it hasn't receded. how are you doing? >> well, last night at the awards ceremony when they were introducing us they played a couple of clips from the combat, from our testimony, and it was very emotional. miss sicknick, who was there also, she received brian's honor, posthumously, she started sobbing and i was sitting next to sergeant gonnell. it was like a sad moment even though it was like a glorious occasion, you know, being celebrated, but, you know, you don't realize how much you are really hurting until...