i think i knew then it was an infectious thing god had given me. i didn't even date in my 20s. it was rough. it was rough. i think i kind of reverted back, as i got older. said, i'm just going to party, you know? it was kind of a rebel in me, you know? >> whitney dying, crack rehab fails. >> first of all, let's get one thing straight -- crack is cheap. i make too much money to ever smoke crack. let's get that straight, okay. we don't do crack. we don't do that. crack is whack. >> is it alcohol? is it marijuana? is it cocaine? is it pills? >> it has been at times. >> all? >> at times. >> if you had to name the devil for you, the biggest devil among