build those bridges and those relationships between us and the community we serve. she was a huge ambassador if our program we started in 2009 with baseball. we started soccer kerrie was part of we started in 2005. this year we were super excited. every time baseball would come around there was no question that kerrie was going to be there for us. she loved our kids. in fact two days before this tragic incident you know, we were talking about baseball and how some of her kids now were too old to play. and she was very disappointed by that. and, you know what we want to build with our baseball program and kerrie has been a huge part of it is that you know we wanted something these kids can look forward to every year and i felt horrible the fact that you know we wanted the kids to come out and, you know train with us and still be at the game. it's just -- you got a 13-year-old kid versus an