grateful. but at the same time, i carry haiti with me in my heart. it's the place where my husband and i met. i work there, and visited there with my children. some of our most precious memories were there. it's been a tough journey for us moving forward. we continue to support and pray and remember haiti. >> maria bellow is with me in new york. i know you feel like you had a miracle as well. the orphanage you support. people survived? >> that's right. so many people survived, and for us right now, it's all about reconstructing, bringing this normalcy back to the kids. we have temporary schools now, now we're starting to build the other schools, it's about stepping forward once you've stepped in haiti, can you never get it out of your system. it's such an incredible country that we know moving forward it's going to be extraordinary. we can't forget haiti.