>> what is it like, what is the toughest part, jack? >> our future. it's really scary. we're very resilient people, but i don't think we'll be able to spring back from this. >> we're sorry for the massive disruption it's caused to their lives. there's no one who wants this thing over more than i do. i would like my life back. >> more from bp's ceo. he admitted his company had not been prepared for a leak such as this. clearly we knew that. he issued an apology today for saying he wants this disaster over because he would like his life back. but then he went on to say, telling the financial times, that the oil containment effort has been, and i quote, very successful in keeping oil away from the coast. very successful? so when you hear tony hayward saying he wants his life back? >> it's embarrassing. how can a human being not have