spots, but you'd be surprised at what excellent things are thrown out. >> i imagine it's not that easy to stay clean and present yourself. >> one of those people that you would never know the way i dress, if i walk out here, if i go somewhere, i'm clean and coifed. because i don't want to look homeless. >> can i ask you if you have any substance abuse issues? >> i'm a big girl. i drink and stuff, but nothing's ever controlled my life to the point where i can't function. i mean, it's, i'm worried about getting my life back on track. >> how about family? >> no family. and i'm better off without a boyfriend. >> you sleep there? >> no, i sleep --