i.d. the other cop is still staring in the car. he starts playing with the holster on the gun. mind you, this is just fresh after sterling brown was murdered, philando castile was killed right in front of his girlfriend and his child. i keep telling myself don't say anything. don't get enraged or mad because it could all turn bad. finally the cop does come back, the other officer. he's like everything seems to check out. that's cool. they walk away and get in the car and i literally turned around to wait for them to pull off. the rage and anger that i immediately felt in that moment to know your life can be on a thread like that. it's auto it's a fine line and to them it's like a snip and that's it. >> people will hear you tell that story and say what's the big deal? nothing happened. why are you so angry?