soldier. the other character, you have the young leftennant, and there's definitely a balance. war affects obviously people in very many different ways, but if you have that jolt of brindley, and a man like joshua came into yare realm, you would probably want to stop that whole idea of a civilian exploring the -- >> could you repeat the words you spoke at the academy award when you won best actor for gladiator and how you paid tribute to your director? >> we were just chatting about that. it's funny, when you look at the footage -- >> give me the performance. i award this performance to one bloke, ridley scott. >> if you watch that footage, i list all these other people. somebody told me i thanked 25 people in that speech, and i don't say him. you can see him getting more and more despondent, thinking i had forgotten about him, but i'm