do i think richard is a little off the wall? yeah, you know. but can i say that he's a bad parent? i don't think i'm in the position to say that. >> what was your reaction when you heard the news that this had happened and falcon's name was all over the news, what was your reaction? >> i was in shock. i was in shock. i just -- i mean, like is this a publicity stunt? that was my first feeling because i knew how much richard -- [ inaudible ] >> okay, if -- hold on just a second. if you could just repeat that statement. we lost you on the satellite for just a moment. just repeat what you just said, please. >> my first initial feeling was, is this a publicity stunt? that was just my first initial feeling. afterwards i didn't feel like that anymore. but my first feeling is, oh, my