pardon, lila, buti i want to bring in, i beg your pardon, lila, but i think i remember you telling you some time ago when interviewed you that at the time of 9/11, you where in pakistan. but where you doing there? i was working at a shop selling _ where you doing there? i was working at a shop selling rather fake _ at a shop selling rather fake antiques, actually i must admit, and carpets, _ antiques, actually i must admit, and carpets, and — antiques, actually i must admit, and carpets, and i had very little hope for my— carpets, and i had very little hope for my future, for the future of my family— for my future, for the future of my family in_ for my future, for the future of my family in afghanistan, and on that day, we _ family in afghanistan, and on that day, we had a lot of people from japan, _ day, we had a lot of people from japan, and — day, we had a lot of people from japan, and remember it very clearly, tourists— japan, and remember it very clearly, tourists you — japan, and remember it very clearly, tourists you know, who would come and buy— tourists you know, who would come and buy stuff from the shops in that hotel. _ and buy stuff from the shops in that hotel, when i suddenly looked at the tv, the _ hotel, when i suddenly looked at the tv, the first — hotel, when i suddenly looked at the tv, the first plane hit the buildings in new york and everybody thought— buildings in new york and everybody thought that perhaps it is an accident. _ thought that perhaps it is an accident, a terrible one. the second when _ accident, a terrible one. the second when everyone knew what was coming, and later— when everyone knew what was coming, and later they, the next time i like you know. — and later they, the next time i like you know, 12 hours, everything changed — you know, 12 hours, everything changed. suddenly you know, the lobby— changed. suddenly you know, the lobby of— changed. suddenly you know, the lobby of the hotel was followed,