you have to think why you are i you have to think why you are motivated to do particular things. i would not have put myself forward for that role if i were not prepared to do it and have wanted to do it, but i also think you need to recognise what it is that you are bringing to that role, what it is you are trying to achieve, and i think the people who are happiest in politics, whatever level they are serving at, are people who have a clear view about what they want to achieve and why they are doing it. it is interesting you say that because you took flak notjust for alleged changes in your possession but for not being up for it, to be crude about it. iain dale, a conservative commentator and pretty sympathetic said, that one thing that dogs penny is the number of people who seem to think she is not up people who seem to think she is not up to thejob people who seem to think she is not up to the job intellectually, it is always men who make the suggestion, the fact she appears on the tv show