you know how to put out a release. >> yes. >> you could say the president is potentially harassing a junior staffer. >> right. >> i know that's a big thing to do. >> yes. >> it is a possibility. you could have done it. >> it is. i could have done that with a lot of things. >> what? >> well, a lot of the things he would say. when he'd go out and do his press conferences about covid and downplaythingthings. i could have left when charlottesville happened. there are so many times i could have done that, and i didn't. i'm still grappling with that. i am. >> you say you hate mark meadows. you wouldn't have gone to him in the case of this press aide or anything else. >> no. >> tell us why you hate mark meadows. >> when he began, i was in quarantine for three weeks with potentially having covid because i had been exposed to bolsonaro's press person at mar-a-lago. he was calling all the time, asking me about my staff. i was explaining to him how