the apartment clean. the word "hack" was a little puzzling, because i didn't really back then, talking about 2011, being hacked was a scary thing, but that was it. >> you mentioned, you were newly pregnant. how did you reconcile what was supposed to be one of the happiest moments of your life with the fact that, after he said he was hacked, he eventually did come to you and say, it's true. >> well, it took him a few days to come around to telling the truth, and we went away for the weekend. and he -- i noticed him being not himself over that weekend, and the morning we were to leave to return to new york, he is standing at the front door with his bags right in the doorway, in and out, and he told me the truth, that it was him, that he had sent the image. and in that moment, i just felt a bolt of lightning just from the top of my head, i felt the lightning was the only thing. i remember everything about the